Children compete to be 'martyrs'
in fight with Israel
Chris Hedges - New York
Times
Sunday, October 8, 2000
Netzarim, Gaza Strip --- Muhammad Rayyan,
12, was ready when the Israeli soldiers fired, the bullets whizzing
and cracking in unnerving waves overhead, forcing dozens of people
to sprawl motionless on the ground and crouch behind sand piles.
He had scrawled his name and phone number on his arm and on
papers in his pockets, in case he was shot. He had received his
parents' blessing before he left the house. And he had told his two
brothers, who at one point restrained him from running with rocks in
each hand toward the muzzle flashes, that if he did not become a
martyr today, they would not have to wait much longer.
While the conflagration that has erupted between the Palestinians
and the Israelis is overwhelmingly a teenagers' war, it has also
swept up many children. A handful have been caught in cross fire,
but a few others, including Muhammad, court death daily in what has
become a ritual dance between Palestinian youths and Israeli
soldiers.
''I wait for God to choose me,'' said the boy, who has been
nicknamed the Lion because of his fearlessness. ''When I see another
fall, I am jealous. I long to be like him. This is my only goal in
life.''
Muhammad's father, Nezar Rayyan, 42, a large man in a flowing
white robe and with a heavy black beard, sat under a canopy in the
Jabaliya refugee camp, where crowds had come to pay respects to the
family of Abdullah Muquad, a 20-year-old who was shot dead Friday.
Rayyan, who teaches religion at the Islamic University in Gaza, was
preparing to deliver the oration. He had overseen the ritual washing
of the body.
The impact of his words carried great weight with his hundreds of
listeners. All said they admired his family's sacrifices for
Palestine. His grandfather was killed in the Israeli war of
independence when he went to retrieve the booby-trapped body of a
comrade. His grandmother and father were driven from their home in
Ashkelon and became refugees in Gaza.
Rayyan, who has a doctorate in theology, spent 12 years in
Israeli jails. The Palestinian Authority has imprisoned his brother,
a leader of the fundamentalist group Hamas. And his brother-in-law,
Souhib Temraz, carried out a suicide bomb attack on an Israeli bus.
But those in the crowd were also keenly aware that each day
Rayyan fished into his pockets to give his four boys three shekels
to take a taxi to the Netzarim junction, where Palestinians throw
rocks and Molotov cocktails at Israeli soldiers. As he spoke to the
crowd, one man, standing not far from his three boys, was shot dead.
''I give the boys a cell phone, but I resist calling to ask what
is happening,'' he said. ''I wait for them to come home, either by
foot or in a sack. The choice God has laid before us is to win or to
die. There are no other options left. We are fated to go to war.''
But beneath his oratory was a man deeply troubled. He hugged his
sons before they departed and did not hide his concern.
''He has a soft heart,'' said his wife, Hyam Temraz, 38, her
brown eyes peering out from under black folds of cloth. ''Softer
than mine. You should see him when the children get sick. He cannot
control his worry. But he is a believer. He knows that everything is
God's will, that God alone chooses how we live and when we die. He
puts his faith in God, and to prove it he allows his sons, whom he
loves more than life, to face the Israelis.''
At the junction, Israeli soldiers on the heights of a Jewish
settlement kept about 200 people pinned down most of the afternoon.
As the shooting at the junction intensified, most chanted slogans
from the Quran.
''Take off your neck chain,'' Ibrahim Rayyan, 16, said to the boy
next to him. ''You may face God today. Such jewelry is forbidden.''
When some boys darted from one huge sand pile to the next, piles
dumped along the road by the Palestinian police to provide some
cover, this set off bursts of Israeli automatic fire. Men pushed
their faces into the dirt, muttered angry slurs and winced each time
a shot rent the air above them.
''Muhammad! Muhammad! Stay down!'' Ibrahim shouted as his brother
darted forward alone to toss rocks at the soldiers. ''They are going
to kill you.''